I am in a REAL REAL REAL REAL bad mood right now and I need to vent so bad but since I am at work alone – I am going to vent here!
- WHY ARE THERE SO MANY CHEATS IN THE WORLD? If you are a follower you would know that I recently started my own business and while a majority of the people I am dealing with through this have been nice, some are just downright cheats. One vendor I am dealing with gave me substandard products and has disappeared after. On Amazon, so many Indian customers receive the right products but raise claims saying they have gotten something totally different and AMAZON just refunds them! While I, as a seller, can raise a claim and get the money refunded for the products but I am out of the money I spent on delivering those products. I JUST DON’T GET IT. I am not a perfect person but I really try to be a good person and just dealing with all these JERKS of the world makes me so so so disheartened and makes me feel like maybe I am TOO soft to run my own thing. And it isn’t even about the money – it is just the lack of principles that really demotivates me.
- Working for yourself is really exciting but it also gets lonely because I need to take all decisions myself and I just feel so tired without doing anything just because I spent so much time thinking. I also end up with these long TO-DOs and don’t end up getting anything done.
- I haven’t found time to do anything I like these past few days like read or write and it feels frustrating.
- My sleep cycle is messed up and I just feel like I am majorly failing at adulting.
- I baked cake day before yesterday and it turned out really bad – and ARGHAGHAGHGHAG
- My therapist said that I don’t open up to her and tell her stuff – but isn’t that her JOB to get me to open up? Why is that on me? I know I am being ridiculous but everything is just adding up and making me so so so angry.
- I see people posting travel photos and feel so much FOMO. All I want to do is to be on a beach somewhere drinking mimosas.
It feels so so stupid for writing all this instead of calling a friend and just talking about it but I just don’t feel like talking to anyone about it. I know this is all a part of adulting but why does it have to be SO hard? I don’t want to deal with the jerks of the world today. Somebody tell me what to do. 😦 😦 😦
PS: Ignore the terrible English and grammar